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Offline Barabbah

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Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« on: February 03, 2020, 08:59:08 AM »
I'll get straight to the point.
Two songs from the restored soundtrack (Clean and Selfless Doubt) come from this grunge album Rik Schaffer did in 1996. With the small difference these are vocal versions!!



Here's some preview clips: https://www.muziekweb.nl/en/Link/JK82843/Bella

What do you think? :D
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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #1 on: February 03, 2020, 02:21:01 PM »
Heard this album back in 2015 on Russian Bloodlines Community. Great stuff :)

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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #2 on: February 03, 2020, 03:58:59 PM »
Good to know ;)
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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #3 on: February 06, 2020, 02:02:11 PM »
https://vk.com/wall-124532_33145

If you have a VKontakte account you can listen to the album (even if the tracklist is in disorder and some names are mispelled)
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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #4 on: February 06, 2020, 07:18:36 PM »
https://vk.com/wall-124532_33145

If you have a VKontakte account you can listen to the album (even if the tracklist is in disorder and some names are mispelled)

Hmm...
Good music.

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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #5 on: February 06, 2020, 07:50:15 PM »
Nope, from Italy :P
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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #6 on: February 06, 2020, 07:56:38 PM »
I'm just a little surprised that VK is known in Italy! ;)

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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #7 on: February 06, 2020, 09:23:44 PM »
It wasn't me who uploaded these songs there.... :)
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Re: Huge discovery: soundtrack original source
« Reply #8 on: February 25, 2020, 02:58:18 PM »
Here's the lyrics to what can easily be my favourite album, enjoy:

WOMB - BELLA (1996)

1. Drip

"And when she said that opium gave you sweet dreams I thought, well that's for me, I'm gonna get some of that!"

Wishing I could fly
Got the will but lost my might you see
But I'm feeling alright
I could stay this way the rest of my life
I don't want to die
It takes some time doing things I like you see
This is it! This is it!
Nothing in the world quite like this
This is it! This is it!
Nothing in the world quite like this
No, oh, oh, oh

   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   That will take away the pain
   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   Far away from all the shame
   That I don't want to feel

For this dream is so sweet
Even though I'm low, I'm at my peak
Feelin' incomplete
There's a hole in my soul that's wide and deep
On my broken knees
I've prayed so long they're starting to bleed
This is it! Is this it!?
Nothing in the world feels like this

   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   That will take away the pain
   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   Far away from all the shame
   That I don't want to feel

"I remember that she had heard that opium gives people pleasant, beautiful dreams. [?]"

   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   That will take away the pain
   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   Far away from all the shame
   That I don't want to feel

   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   That will take away the pain
   Drip, drip and drip away the world
   Take me another place
   Far away from all the shame
   That I don't want to feel

Wishing I could fly
I've got the will but lost my might you see
But I'm feeling alright
I could stay this way the rest of my life
I don't want to die
It fries my mind doing things that I like
This is it! Is this it!
Nothing in the world feels like this

Trade the rain for warm sunshine
I'll trade the rain for warm sunshine...

"Nightmares as a child - pleasant dreams"
"Nightmares as a child - pleasant dreams"

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2. Clean

So beautiful
Your ignorance is dumb
Supposed to be the bright one
But your sunshine never comes
It's pitiful
Your innocence is damned
Supposed to be the strong one
My weakened little lamb

For a one time feeling
There's a life time of healing
It's a state of being
For a one time feeling

   Wishing that I was
   Why can't I be clean

It's inconceivable
Naive is what you'd be
Persuaded by the wrong side
Your own worst enemy
Irretrievable
Your second sense has gone
Corrupted by the sweet lie
That you too can overcome

For a one time feeling
There's a life time of healing

   Wishing that I was
   Why can't I be clean
   Clean! Clean! Clean!
   Wishing that I was
   Why can't I be clean?

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3. Mother

From the womb into this world
Another dreamer's born
Shines so bright
Only to be scorned

And who are they to say
That they don't think so
And that it's wrong this life that I chose
Why can't I be
Another one of those hopeless people
I don't wanna be

Kinda like the way that I think
Kinda like the way that I feel
Why am I suppose to become one of you
Now I'll fight with all my might
Until the day when they see the sight
Of me laughing hysterically into the light

And how does it feel now that I am someone
Who has broken though your doubts
And you can try to bring me down
But I don't think so
'Cause I'm right on who I found

Kinda like the way that I look
Kinda like the way that I smile
There's nothing wrong with me feeling happy
Now I'll do whatever I can
To stay away from your quicksand
That keeps sucking me in

   Hey, what can you say to me now mother
   Time gets tired of you
   Still trying to use and devise words
   To consume me
   And I never let you down
   Everything I lived up to
   This is my time
   My time to shine though you are mine
   You must let me go

Kinda feel lucky that I am who I am
Now I find and just in spite
To show you that my life is right
Approving joyfully without disguise
Mother

   Hey, what can you say to me now mother
   Time gets tired of you
   Using words to criticize and consume
   I never let you down
   Everything I lived up to
   This is my time
   My time to shine though you are mine
   You must let me go

From the womb into this world
Another dreamer's born
Shines so bright
Only to be [?]
And who are they to say
That they don't think so
And that it's wrong this life that I chose

______________________________________________________________


4. 13

I have tried for years to justify
All the reasons why you would lay down
Your life for mine

When the water was so cold
It sucked my soul
I could not breathe
And like an angel
You spread your wings
And gave yourself up for me

   All of this rage
   I've been holding inside for years
   I swear I could never understand why
   You could sacrifice your life for mine
   I can not speak

I still feel that fate has made
A great mistake in taking you away
I feel so betrayed

See you in my dreams so real
You speak no words
But I can feel
Your breath, your touch
Conforting me, my friend

   Maybe this weight
   I've been holding inside myself is pain
   Pain that I've always felt
   From the day you went away
   And I'm praying, please answer me

I know that you're here to meet me inside
It's as clear as the stars that shine
To me, live on, shine one
Live on, shine one, live on, shine one
In my memory

Now that I see
That I can never change yesterday
Clearly, I'll mentally be on my way
Chasing all the demons away
Delivering me
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5. Ruin

Do you find yourself in spiritual ruin?

Do you believe in the miracles of prayer
And do you believe in God
And do you believe that Jesus was a saint
Or do you think he was a fraud

Can't seem to see the reasoning
Behind your words of disbelief

   I believe oh that you're nowhere
   If you can't face your faith
   When you're knee deep in spiritual ruin
   No! I don't care if you say your faith ain't broke
   You'd better fix it

Do you believe in the Devil himself
And do you believe in sin
Do you believe that the Devil himself
Is a crutch for the fears within

Can you see that you're weakening
Between the truth and your disbelief
He's in you, he's in you, he's in me, he's in me

   I believe oh that you're nowhere
   If you can't face your faith
   When it's staring at you
   No! I don't care if you say your faith ain't broke
   You'd better fix it
   Oh, that you're no one
   If you can't taste your faith
   When you're choking on it
   No! I don't care if you say your faith ain't broke
   You'd better fix it

   I believe oh that you're nowhere
   If you can't face your faith
   When it's staring at you
   No! I don't care if you say your faith ain't broke
   You'd better fix it
   Oh, that you're no one
   If you can't taste your faith
   When you're choking on it

No! I don't care! No! I don't care!
You're lying, lying, lying, lying, ...

... lying, lying, lying, lying

______________________________________________________________


6. Selfless Doubt

This is troubling for me to say
This person in the mirror
I thought I'd never be
Why have I become so numb
And why am I the one
Who runs away from tomorrow

   Drowning in the valley low
   Reaching for a brand new hope
   Been calling out all the virgos
   To save me
   The smile on my face is a mask that I wear
   Covering these cracks of longing and despair
   A glimmering hope is fizzling out
   Soakened by the rains of selfless doubt

It's all so boring to me that it stings
It's this overwhelming worthlessness
That I'm feeling
Why have I become so weak
And why am I the one
Who runs away from my tomorrow

   Drowning in the valley low
   Reaching for a brand new hope
   Been calling out all the virgos
   To save me
   The smile on my face is a mask that I wear
   Covering these cracks of longing and despair
   A glimmering hope is fizzling out
   Soakened by the rains of selfless doubt
   Save me!

With watering eyes and trembling limbs
Reaching for the love that before me stands
A withering soul, a lifetime in drought
Choking on the grains of selfless doubt

______________________________________________________________


7. Golden Arms And Silver Charms

(Instrumental)

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8. As Lonely As I Am

No one to say goodbye
No one to hear the cry
No one's as lonely as I am
No one to understand
No one who gives a damn
No one to miss me when I'm gone

No one to sympathize
No one who treats me nice
I've lost all faith in tomorrow

No one to laugh at me
No one who cares for me
No one to wipe away my tears?

I don't need some god above me
Just give me some one who loves me

   As lonely as I am
   I'll never take your hand - Yeah!
   As hopeless as I feel
   I won't let you inside me - Yeah!

No one to photograph
No one to feed the cat
No one believes in what I do
No one to sit with me
No one who misses me
No one who's as holy as I am

I don't need you to protect me
'Cause my disease would infect me

   As lonely as I am
   I'll never take your hand - Yeah!
   As hopeless as I feel
   I won't let you inside me - Yeah!
   As lonely as I am
   I'll never take your hand - Yeah!
   As hopeless as I feel
   I won't let you inside me - Yeah!

No one to photograph
No one to feed the cat
No one to say goodbye
No one to hear me cry
No one to understand
No one who gives a damn
No one to laugh at me
"Some quotations," said Zellaby, "are greatly improved by lack of context."
― John Wyndham, The Midwich Cuckoos
"fuck the hole in the face"
― me

 

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